My Radical Ministry

I realised that every pair of flag that i own relates a story of God's Grace in my life and His Blessings when He calls me into ministry.

Currently, i have 4 pairs of flags, 2 individual flags, A Jerusalem Flag and a tamborine...many which speaks of divine encounters and God's handprints over the lives of man.

My first pair of dancing flags is a gift from Israel, a confirmation of my call to dance to worship God. It carries with it the story of me learning to listen to the audible voice of God and following His instructions, visions given and prayers answered - The flags i used to dance before the nations, my first dance, first instructions and disciplines on dancing and first entry into the throneroom.

My second pair of flags speaks of God's Mercy and Love. I knew i cannot lend my flag to another but i did, because he is so dear to me and i thot the Lord won't mind...but the flag tore after the worship session. I knew i had to get it back but by the time i heeded the call, it was too late. A hard lesson that ended with a pleasant surprise! I knew i had to get a replacement though i din noe how...eventually the flag maker decided to replace it for free for me and when it came, i realised it was bigger and of better material....Praise GOd!

My third pair of flags was impressed upon my heart for some time before i ordered it. It was only when i collected my flags when i realised that this very pair was the last they are going to offer at the current price. After this very last flag, the prices of this particular pair will go up. Praise God coz had i waited for the flags and not requested for them, i would have to pay more.

My fourth pair of flags felt kinda extra for me initially coz they are basic twirling flags for my dance class. I spent hours sitting in the room without being able to settle on a flag because nothing caught my eye and heart. I was ready to settle for a second best and to buy it for the class and chuck it aside thereafter. The whole week i knew i needed to get a pair of flags on Miracles (New Wine) but i told God i din have the money or the desire to keep a prophetic twirling flags. But yesterday i chanced upon another series that left my heart pounding and suits the dance course criteria. Praise God! I could have settled for the second best...but He came through and helped me to get what my heart and spirit desires.

My tamborine was a gift from Hansel. A gift given to him to be brought to Israel till the Lord wakens me to dance before it was handed over to me. Praise God!

My Jerusalem Flag carries a story of me blessing jews in Jerusalem, the first encounter i have to pray over a Jew, over someone who loves Singapore and wishes he will be able to travel here someday...a day of God's divine guidance. A day when i realised the other meaning to my name beside the Lioness of God, Ariel also means Jerusalem. Yup, that's y it is a Jerusalem Flag... :)

All my bags for my dancing flags are also free, all given free of charge, answered prayers. What can i say but God, You are so good to me!

***The only 2 single large flags, i knew the Lord guided me to get them for a purpose though i dunno y as yet but i believe in time i will understand y i have to get them and for what purposes did they end up with me.

All in all, i just feel so blessed and thankful...He who calls me to a ministry will bless and guide me, He will provideth and as for me, i just need to follow obediently, boldly and radically.

SURVIVAL!!!

This is the day that the Lord has made,
I will rejoice and be glad in it.

Father, this day is a present from you...teach me to live it out with you.
Clothe me with my Lord Jesus and help me to survive the kids today.

I got my timetable for today and tomorrow...I need to survive it!

After this week, 2 more weeks and i will be able to say bye bye to kids!!!

HAhahahaha!!!! Ok, this is what they call endurance!

LET ME GO TERRORISE THE KIDS SOMEMORE!!!

Relief teaching in School NOW

Having my free period and rest time.

HAD AN ANGELIC CLASS TODAY!

Thank God :)

The weeks that went by haven't been easy at all.

I'm am learning step by step to take up new things that the Lord has planned for me in life...

It is not a bed of roses but challenges and changes that breaks me out of my comfort zone and routine...

I have been grumbling or fretting quite abit...my dearie suffered because he had to listen to my complaints all the time...better learn to live by the Word of God and do everything without complaining and arguing.

Recently i sensed the need and call to move beyond praying 2 hours daily...deep within my Spirit is a voice that nudges me to slot my prayer time at 4-6am and that's what i did...upset my routine and sapped my eneergy for the rest of the day. Prayer time and meeting with God has always been the only source of strength and peace for me until this came along the way. This season has been tough because i seemed to have less quality time coz i haven adjusted to the early morning lifestyle.

In addition, 12 of us are on a fast to see our church through this period of time, asking the Lord to humble and break us down and to seek His face and honor and love His Word...not the best thing to do when the personal self is also struggling with life directions.

Birthing and dreaming 2 ministries with the Lord God has been amazing though this area of service hasn't been actively competing with the other areas of my life for attention.

Adapting to normal school hours and relief teaching in a boys' school is another area that i haven been able to deal with victoriously. Maybe i will have more fun when i get to do more rapport building when i start contract teaching. Meanwhile, i will be the relief teacher who pulls a straight face before students who are constantly trying to test limits. Praise God for the angelic class today though...one of those days when you appreciate being in a school as a relief teacher.

In addition to all these, the Lord has been teaching me what it means to minister to indivduals and to walk their life journeys with them. Not exactly the one i like doing BUT after all the tiring sessions, i actually saw the fruits in their lives and the miracles and transformation that i nv expect out of a sharing or talk....God is good....i grumbled like an old woman about every meeting but when they told me about the changes in their lives, i was dumbfounded each time...ok loh... i will learn to embrace godly interruptions that bless myself and others though tis ultra time consuming

long long ago...long long ago....

Tis been so long since i last blogged or visited anybody's blog other than those i subscribed to...

I wonder if anyone still visits this blog...

Seemed to have lost the blogging mood...

Or maybe too much happened each day, i dunno wat to and wat to include anymore...

This is a weird season....


Sometimes i feel like i am out of the natural world...

Believing in what my eyes cannot see and what my ears cannot hear...


Learning when to share, when not to share...

Learning how each and every revelation builds up or avails to nothing when translated to another...


My mind is not clear..no longer clear for a long long time because there are so many things i find myself doing without a rational mind...


Oh well....


This season calls for radical transformation and many a times, the actions called forth are as radical and original to the point of absurdity in the eyes of man....


But i'm glad i am part of the movement....the movement started by the One i Respect, Honor and Glory in...

Yesterday i received Jeremiah 20:7-9.

BINGO! Hit the nail on the head....tat was exactly what is required for one who is called for radical transformation and i am so glad....to glad....so this is the difference between the so-called joy and happiness....i have both but much more joy in my daily life especially when struggles are many....


Okie...enough of verbal diarrhea...till the next time i come online...tada bloggy!