***I want my Reality in Eternity...yes Lord?*

~I miss the Garden Days...I Need an Intense Longing for Your Spirit to Fill me,to Have the Bible as my Manual 4 Living... MORE than Anything else, to Meet You,Overwhelmed & In Awe...in Eden...In Communion & Fellowship...~

Monday, October 29, 2007

Relief teaching in School NOW

Having my free period and rest time.

HAD AN ANGELIC CLASS TODAY!

Thank God :)

The weeks that went by haven't been easy at all.

I'm am learning step by step to take up new things that the Lord has planned for me in life...

It is not a bed of roses but challenges and changes that breaks me out of my comfort zone and routine...

I have been grumbling or fretting quite abit...my dearie suffered because he had to listen to my complaints all the time...better learn to live by the Word of God and do everything without complaining and arguing.

Recently i sensed the need and call to move beyond praying 2 hours daily...deep within my Spirit is a voice that nudges me to slot my prayer time at 4-6am and that's what i did...upset my routine and sapped my eneergy for the rest of the day. Prayer time and meeting with God has always been the only source of strength and peace for me until this came along the way. This season has been tough because i seemed to have less quality time coz i haven adjusted to the early morning lifestyle.

In addition, 12 of us are on a fast to see our church through this period of time, asking the Lord to humble and break us down and to seek His face and honor and love His Word...not the best thing to do when the personal self is also struggling with life directions.

Birthing and dreaming 2 ministries with the Lord God has been amazing though this area of service hasn't been actively competing with the other areas of my life for attention.

Adapting to normal school hours and relief teaching in a boys' school is another area that i haven been able to deal with victoriously. Maybe i will have more fun when i get to do more rapport building when i start contract teaching. Meanwhile, i will be the relief teacher who pulls a straight face before students who are constantly trying to test limits. Praise God for the angelic class today though...one of those days when you appreciate being in a school as a relief teacher.

In addition to all these, the Lord has been teaching me what it means to minister to indivduals and to walk their life journeys with them. Not exactly the one i like doing BUT after all the tiring sessions, i actually saw the fruits in their lives and the miracles and transformation that i nv expect out of a sharing or talk....God is good....i grumbled like an old woman about every meeting but when they told me about the changes in their lives, i was dumbfounded each time...ok loh... i will learn to embrace godly interruptions that bless myself and others though tis ultra time consuming

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*Please pray with me each time u read this*

1) That i may be broken before the Lord daily
2) That I may abide in Him and that He may abide in me
3) That the Peace of God may direct my steps daily
4) That the Joy of the Lord be the Light of my life
5) That the Love of the Lord will overflow out of me