sorry my 'shift' key is not working so there will be no caps in this sharing and email..
anyway....
dear friends,
when you read this mail, i am probably already on my way to Cambodia, Vietnam and Thailand...on an intercession trip for 12 days from 14th to 25th may...
i believe this will be one of the few trips in my life that has a lasting impact and in this trip, the lord will unfold and show me great things and his plans for my life...
since last half of the year till the first half of this year, the lord has broken me down like never before. and i want to share it with you and testify for the lord as i journey with him...
miracles after miracles, the lord has shown his faithfulness...
it all happened when my brother XXX started to act up against the church and god's people, when he began to shoot down many whom i love and hurl painful remarks at ministries and people. yet the greatest hurt was not from him but from the church when we did not respond in love...it was then when i found myself withdrawing from this church community...too hurt and tired to continue as a cell leader in his life and in this church...
at the same time the school social work ministry was taking off...i saw inspiring Christian lives and i prayed to the lord that i will have the faith that some of my friends have, i will lead the lives that they lead...
it was when i entered into the new testament in my bible reading in a year when i read acts and saw how pple spoke in tongues. i flipped to corinthians and read the normal passage taught to us...no...tongues may not edify others in the church but tongues edify a man's spirit...and i told the lord, if that's the case, i will not speak in church, but watever opportunity there is to be edified, i want it...
two weeks later, i brought my brother to church visit at fcbc and pastor kong said that he felt led to reduce his sermon time and all he did that day was to baptise pple in the spirit and i too received tongues on that day..
i went to metamorphosis camp at the end of the year and in that camp, my life was transformed...or rather together with the event, i heard my call for ministry. i signed up for 'walking in the spirit' workshop but when the verification came, what i saw was 'prayer movement around the world'...so i just went for it...the other workshop that i signed up for was on spiritual warfare...
during the workshop, i cried like a mad woman...what's new? haha...but then again, it was really a boring talk but i was really touched and that night i told my group that i am going to be involved in intercession in all saints' though i have no idea how...yet the burden placed in me since jc days is now too strong to be buried within my heart. the next day, in the spiritual warfare talk, i realised that i was fearful of much and i was prepared to even start the ministry for the lord...
on the last day of the camp, i also gave my life wholly to the lord to be used full time but i understand full time can also be in the marketplace...
anyway the next day after i left the camp, chin han asked me to join mm and i told him, i will only after my intercession ministry is up and i thot it was ridiculous...but i said it
and a day after i got a msg from dianne telling me that it is time to rise up to do something about the intercession ministry and she just knew she had to approach me...praise god coz the timing was perfect....
we meet up 2 days later on wednesday and shared. on friday, we declared a 32 day lunch fast for the church. on sunday, at 4am in the morning i was awakened by the lord, i tried to con't sleeping but i can't. it was then when i heard the lord said, 2 hours every day...i bargained, i cried but i knew it was 2 hours 7 days a week daily before the lord....nothing but prayer...with no agenda but him and his agenda...and this i have been doing for 5 months already and i believe it will be a time when i meet god until he tells me to stop...
thereafter the lord has been faithful...for those who had the chance to hear me, i would have shared about the visions, the revelations, the learnings, the passages that the lord revealed to me...and most amazingly i was not to preach it....beautiful are the works of the lord when i hear pastors preaching the same things i heard from god on the pulpit on sundays and i noe full well that the reason why i was risen to intercede was because god wants to bless the church greatly and advance his works through this church...this is my conviction and i say it with pride that the lord loves all saints so much so much that i cannot even put it into words...he longs for us to be with him and to desire for him and thirst and hunger like never before...
however, together with these comes attacks and spiritual warfare...dear brothers and sisters, i need to be covered in prayer because i have been under attacks and i noe the lord is here with me but he wants to partner you in this work so do pray for me as i pray for our church, sometimes in the spiritual realm...and also because i had these encounters i am really worried about my intercession trips to vietnam, cambodia, thailand this time round and in september to israel...even when i noe that my lord has sent angels before me to prepare the way and given me extraordinary signs to confirm and confirm and confirm his will for me to go on this trip...
i hope to discover the lord's call for me in this trip
i hope to discover more about myself and to find more breakthroughs
i hope to meet god in this trip the way moses would meet god in the tent of meeting
i hope to be led by the spirit and walk in the spirit as illustrated in galatians...
i hope to bless the land through intercession and through my presence because over the months i learned that i carry the blessing of the lord
as much as you can, please do pray for all these and protection over me and my team members and those i love...
i cannot see the path ahead for us, 4 female graduates seeking the lord's will in foreign land, praying against things human eyes cannot see...in Ephesians 6, we learn that we are battling against things that human eyes cannot see...and especially in the area of intercession...i need the coverage in prayer and i believe that those whom the lord places a burden in will pray alongside with me...
if there is anyone who has no burden to pray, then let this be a mail that testifies the lord's ongoing transformation in my life...i am not ashamed of his works though i used to hate being labeled as goody two shoes or holy, or whatever....but this is the Christian call that i received and i just hope the long sharing will become an encouragement as stated in acts that the lord is truly not far from each one of us...in him we live and move and have our beings...that our boundaries and times are set so that we may draw near him...
finally, thank you for your patience. this is a quintessential shoeee mail....coz tis long winded and preachy...haha...i hope you din fall asleep...hope u din get a cultural shock with all these seemingly more charismatic movement kinda stuff...but i guess tis just the path the lord has set me on and tis really exciting for me..'shrugs'
actually, there is so much in other areas of my life including my love life that the lord has intervene in undeniably remarkable ways that i wished to share and testify but i leave that to the patient ones next time...as of now...thanks for partnering me in this intercession trip...
love you peepz,
shoeee!
p.s. attached is the itinerary for the trip
Day 1 | 14 May, Mon | 4.15pm | Arrival @ Budget Terminal, Changi Airport |
(13-16 May PH in Cambodia) | 6.30am | Flight TR102 |
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| 8.00am | Arrival @ BBK airport |
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| Breakfast |
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| 10.00am | Public bus to to Northern Bus Terminal a.k.a. Morchit Bus Terminal |
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| Bus to Aranyaprathet (BKK) Lunch |
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| 4pm | At Aranyaprathet: take tuktuk/motorbike Overnight stay at Aranyaprathet?? |
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| 5pm | At Rongklua market |
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| At Poipet (CBD) |
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| From Poipet to Siem Reap: taxi |
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| Reach Siem Reap |
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| Check in Hotel |
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| Rest |
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Day 2 | 15 May, Tue |
| Temples of Angkor |
(2 days) |
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Day 4 | 17 May, |
| Floating Village of Chong Kneas |
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| Flooded Forest of Kompong Phhluk (village on stilts) |
Day 6 | 18 May, Fri | AM | Bus to PP @ 7am |
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| Kompong Thom |
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| Baray |
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| Evening | Check in Hotel either @ PP or K.Thom |
Day 7 | 19 May, Sat |
| At PP |
(3 days) |
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| Lunch near TSM |
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| National Museum |
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| Royal Palace and Silver Pagoda (Wat Preah Koh Morokat) |
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| Wat Phnom |
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| Independence Monument |
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| Song Khem Handicrafts |
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| Toul Sleng Museum/Choeung Ek |
Day 8 | 20 May, Sun |
| Church Service |
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| K. Cham |
Day 9 | 21 May, Mon |
| Kratie (see rare dolphins) |
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| Sen Monorom (visit hill tribes) |
Day 10 | 22 May, Tue | AM | Package to Chan Doc |
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| Arrival @ Chan Doc |
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| Mekong Delta Tour |
| 24 May, Thu | PM | Arrival @ Backpackers' District -- Pham Ngu Lao |
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| Saigon Central Mosque 66 Ð Dong Du |
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| Reunification Palace 106 Ð Nguyen Du |
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| Giam Lam Pagoda |
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| Cu Chi Tunnel |
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| Quan Am Pagoda |
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| Notre Dame Cathedral |
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| Binh Tay Market |
Day 14 | 25 May, Fri | 1030am | Reach SGN airport |
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| 1250pm | Flight TR 329 |
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| 4pm | Reach Budget Terminal, Changi Airport |