***I want my Reality in Eternity...yes Lord?*

~I miss the Garden Days...I Need an Intense Longing for Your Spirit to Fill me,to Have the Bible as my Manual 4 Living... MORE than Anything else, to Meet You,Overwhelmed & In Awe...in Eden...In Communion & Fellowship...~

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

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GOd made us all so unique...

So many things that i do not understand about other people...

So many things that i will never expect form others...

So many times when i am shocked beyond words...

Father that u would grant me love to love the unlovable...

To do the things that i do not understand but You will...

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Sunday, June 18, 2006

I feel loved...

Finally i finished the marathon..2 camps and 2 batam trips...!
(waiting for my photo collections now...)

Very tired but i think i really enjoyed this holiday period...a time of resting and just enjoying the presence of friends and family...

Celebrated Father's Day with Dad...was reading an article just now about some guy going thru this year without celebrating with his father coz his dad passed away last year....as i was reading, tears welled up...haha....i think i would be devastated when that day comes...if i live longer than my daddy...to see him leave this temporal world and not to feel his physical presence in my life...man...it sucks to even think about it...

Sometimes i think PreSEnCe is so important. But sensing that presence is worth so much more...there are so many people in our lives...GOd the creator is in our lives too but nothing beats sensing that presence and acknowledging it...showing our appreciation and loving in return....

My daddy and mummy are the most lovable parents in the world.....my boyfriend brings me smiles and tiny surprises that warms my heart....he sang and recorded two songs for me in his phone...of course he tried to mms to me but failed :( nonetheless it was so sweet....

I think i am the most fortunate person in the world...to be so lavished with love...amazing how God blessed and con't to bless me...

Today is Fathers' Day....i love you Abba Father...

Without you...there is no me....without You, there is nothing to look forward to...

Hell is the absence of the presence of God.

Thursday, June 08, 2006

Monologue

Returned home from Student Camp 2006 yesterday...

5 days of camping...i realised that i am ageing...man...i was thoroughly tired out when i ran with the kids during Amazing Race...

God has blessed me with a bunch of lovable kids this year....i love them so much and wish their hearts were more open...but at the same time i noe that God has his own timing....He deserved all honour and glory, all praise and He alone is full of wisdom....too many things that my mind cannot fathom and cannot understand...y was Student Camp so different this year? I dunno...alot of things i do not noe and cannot explain but GOd alone knows...tis times like these when no speculations is needed....because wat we have to do is done and the results are in God's hand and will.

These lovely kids may not know or want to accept Christ at the moment but i believe that God is drawing everyone of us to him....and all things are predestined. Time is not linear in my Father's eyes....a thousand year like a day....He alone has the answers to the questions...

As for me, i was privileged to serve him this year as a group leader, to love adorable students, to share and become part of their memories....i have said wat i could and the rest is not up to me... Something seemed different this year....about this camp and my own attitude and i noe that it is GOd who wills it in this way. I love my co leader Weijie too- a wonderful boy growing in the Lord....may teh Lord use him mightily and teach him and may he grow tremendously in his walk of Faith...

Experiencing God....a joy to be serving as a church...with a purpose to fulfill God's commission....i wish that for the church, not once a year but every day...that every heart including mine will be willed to do good, to love God, to seek Him, to serve Him, to preach the treasure we received...

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Today is Bro bro's birthday....May teh Lord bless him greatly in his relationship....and more importantly in his walk with God that he may find joy in GOd's presence more and more each day...

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Tomorrow my bro Eric will be going to Army...a little worried but trusting that he is in Good hands....hands of my Lord God Almighty...May he grow in adverse conditions and trust God even more....daily.

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How i love those whom God placed in my life...

Thank You God my Father.... :)

*Please pray with me each time u read this*

1) That i may be broken before the Lord daily
2) That I may abide in Him and that He may abide in me
3) That the Peace of God may direct my steps daily
4) That the Joy of the Lord be the Light of my life
5) That the Love of the Lord will overflow out of me