Fear vs Surrender

Cried the whole night...think i am going to have puffy eyes tom...

Have always thot that i am a very lucky and blessed girl...but today i made an amazing discovery...maybe there is more to the Shoeee whom i noe...

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i never knew the impact of my childhood until today...until i consider my future and dream about tomorrow...

The scar that left me wounded and fearful...the realisation of its after-effects...

Would i have to learn to overcome all these fears with You and those whom i love?

I dun even dare to think...the wounds are left open now and tis amazing how i find myself bleeding when i think about it....

God, heal me...all these memories haunt me...heal me that i may smile upon every past experiences u put me thru...heal me Lord...

In Jesus' most POWERFUL name i pray, Amen.