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~I miss the Garden Days...I Need an Intense Longing for Your Spirit to Fill me,to Have the Bible as my Manual 4 Living... MORE than Anything else, to Meet You,Overwhelmed & In Awe...in Eden...In Communion & Fellowship...~

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Thoughts...about my Great God

One of those days when i am done with the class and has finished planning for my week's lesson.

Tis been some time since i last blogged. Much has happened since then and much to rejoiced for what the Lord has determined in His Sovereign plan to be executed on this earth.

The teeny Shuyi is still clinging for dear life and learning to pace herself on this eternal race.

I have much to learn and change....so much to be done during this sanctification process.

These days i learnt about humility and meekness, no, i've not master it and i reckon i never will...haha...God is teaching me so much about how small i need to be in His vast, unfathomable and established Kingdom. Minute, a speck of dust, yup tt's the adjectives i would use to teach my students about the size of man in the Eternal Kingdom. Microscopic or a trillion trillion times smaller...

The works of man are nothing but grace from the Lord to be able to collaborate with Him in His eternal plan. Independence from Him leads to such small accomplishments. I was just thinking about the logic of many people even Christians who exaggerate and worship the works of man, some who dun even believe in the supernatural (The concept of a God is supernatral anyway...) BUT...if we want to believe in what our eyes can see and what our senses tell us then probably that is all we are going to get. But if we choose to believe in the supernatural then God will work beyond the logics of man. But all these takes place without the knowledge and beyond the understanding of man.

I also dunno what i am talking about....i only noe that i am learning about God as the Master Strategist, the excellent chess player who is willing the chess game and we are the pawns of the game. Then again, it is not just that, He loves us, more than what we can ever imagine in our lives, more than our understanding of love and our rational reasoning and definition of love.

I dunno. I feel ridiculously small but exceedingly loved,
feels weird but feels right...


God, i want to prostrate at your feet, at the feet of Jesus i want to surrender all that i am and...


Just worship You and give You praise :)

1 Comments:

  • At 11:56 PM, Blogger void said…

    Amen, amen & amen!

    well said and praise God for leading u to the place of knowing who u are and who He is more than before...

    praise & thk God for ur continued God-speed growth! Really encourages and spurs me on to know Him more & go deeper with Him.

    praise God for His work in ur life my dear fren. =)

     

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1) That i may be broken before the Lord daily
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