Ambivalence

Disappointments...

I am feeling a little disappointed now but not totally too...i always wonder wat does disappointment achieve?

Disappointment can lead to self pity; it can also lead to greater striving...for oneself...

However disappointment in others only disrupt relationships and cause divergence...

And i dun wan to be disappointed. Love supports and encourages but disappointment gives up and condemns...

I wan to love.


Disapointment comes with expectations and the more we love, the more we expect, the more easily we get disappointed...

Maybe tt's y tis so much easier to be disappointed with those we hold close to our hearts... :)


i wan to love... :)
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Spent the whole two days with danny while he worked on his assignments...din do much but stay by his side...feeling funny now...also dunno wat is going on...

Beginning of holidays...how to use my time well?

Where am i heading this holiday?

What journey do i set myself on?


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I signed up for internship at CDC....sudeenly alot of career options are opened up for me....but i am taking honours year rite?

Am i?

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I dunno how i'm feeling now.