Not 'doing' but 'being'

I want to write this down while the thots are still in my mind. It is not an attempt to write poem coz i simply can't... but thots, segments of thots that just consumed me after i did my QT. He made me realise how wrong i have been and how it should never be by my own effort nor policed by my flesh.

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I dun want to do good in this life

In fact i never knew right from wrong

You made me in your image

You gave me a conscience

But i am so blinded by sin

So insensitive to your voice

I dun want to be good in this life

I only want to please you

I dunno right from wrong

Until Your Word is revealed

But I only want your presence

I only seek your acknowledgement

I never plan to do good in this life

I only want to remain in you

But when i abide in you

I end up blessing others

I end up blessing myself

I end up blessing Your Name

I never plan to be good in this life

not an act under the Law

Just purely Abiding in You

With a life led by the Spirit

With a life in Your Presence

With a life consumed by Your Love