I am currently volunteering at Simei Care Centre...dun have much to do and i am very bored now....rotting in the office...as in my own assigned room with nothing to do....maybe it would have been better if there were more people in the room but there is NONE! I am so bored to tears....the best part of it is that i forgot to bring my work over....I left my assigned work at home!!!! NOw wat am i going to do with my time???!!! ARGH...

Y am i doing this in my holidays? COz i want to gain some experience...but wat makes this volunteering experience different is the fact that i am not on attachment but doing voluntary work-and i dun think my service is of any use...feel like a burden, like i am adding extra burden on others having to squeeze out things for me to do and to take care of me and check me out once in a while to see if i am ok...poof! i should just disappear.

This is the thrid day of attachment and i am in this state....think i am really hopeless man...i like this attachment because i get to interact with a whole new clientele group..


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Yeah i am back after some time! having a great day after i got something to do....i realised i just dun like sitting around....things are working well after all :)