I'm a sardine!

I knew if i dun meet Danny today, i won't be able to spend time with him till Saturday.
I wanted so much to meet him because the stress from studies and attachment is really quite bad..

...Yet...

... deep within me, i wanted to head for home.
And i did.

Somehow there is voice beckoning me to go home, to rest, to rot, to empty my mind and to prepare myself to meet God...
Ya, i always run to Danny when i'm tired.
After i cry, i will tell God but He will only be the second refuge.

Somewhere, somehow, i knew i have to change.

I can dun meet Danny but i cannot not meet God.

I headed home. I rested and blanked out.

I held on to my life application bible and hugged His Word. It was amazing... I din read,merely recall but...it was enough. It was comforting to noe that though he has gone back to heaven, he left his words behind. He told me that that if i am weary i can go to him. He let me noe that if i am lacking in strength, i can still do everything through Him. He told me that the weaker i am, the stronger i am in Him. God loves me. When i groan with sighs that words cannot express, he speaks. He watches my every tear. He noes how stressed i am and how many hair i am dropping. He knows every fear.

He is God. And He satisfies.

Thank You Father for being so Almighty yet still so loving. :)