silly me...

I thot i will be late for lesson but i realised i reached one hour earlier...my mind is really not working well today...

Last nite i slept real late...wasn't praying...just sitting in a corner and dazing...for a long long time...resting...my mind was not filled with things.

It was blank.

I just sat there like an idiot... :)

Somehow i am glad because i noe tt GOd has done something great and thrashed things out...I'm glad the thots and emotions that were bottled up were released.

Now tis time for suspense and for time to fill everything in...

With Grace and Love, it will come to a beautiful end...i believe and pray that it will be...

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Tis going to be 4 weeks since the new year has started...i am still trying to adapt to the new environment..new partnership, new schedule, new responsibilities...

This year round, with more Grace and Love, i need to be gentle in my Spirit yet bold in my actions and speech....all for God, my Father...

I wan to advance on my knees...to share my life and thru sharing my life and loving people, to bless with GOd's love. A whole new way to look at life and my relations to others and things...

I used to tok abt GOd all day long when i was younger...all talks but no works...this time i will be different...bit by bit....

I dun like it when people expect single day transformation simply because i took on a different role or simply coz i am older...wisdom grows with age and is constantly working in us but wisdom fills diff peepz at different rates...

And i must admit....

...I am slow...haha... :)

GOd, help me...