school life

Tis been some time since i last updated my blog coz i started my journaling on paper again...

Think at the end of the day it is more therapeutic for me to write and a hassle to have to constantly log in here to blog...

Currently at school...been here for hours but has yet to settle down to study....prob coz the honours year workload is still leaving me with dread and the need to start working hard has yet to sink in though the stress level is high..

Am constantly reminding myself that it is not about getting good grades but more so about glorifying GOd in all that i do...not comparing myself with others and end up being like a grasshopper but learning to strive at my own pace...

Glorifying God...from time to time i want to strive to be good here and there but at the end of the day i lose my focus...the focus to be in the presence of the Lord God Almighty...to seek Him and His Kingdom and to need him more than bread, to thirst and hunger for Him more than anything else on this Earth, to let God be in control of this silly life of mine...

With that, i surrender my slackness to him and my nua-ness....time to go study and do my best...or at least do my part for the readings for Sw 4102...