Long Time no See!
Dear GOd,
Tis been a long time since i last typed to you...i've got so much to typed out coz so many things happened in my life and i reflected on so many things...i kinda miss typing to you...when man communicate, we use the phone,msn and we tok face to face, now we even have skype....but when i tok to you, i can only write and pray...oh oh! i can think my thoughts to communicate to u too, something that we can't do around humans...but i am kinda thrilled over the fact tt i can type to you too...gee...only prob is that this blog is public...more like toking to you before a group of people so i oso must be aware of all the words that i use...but luckily i can draft all the upsetting thoughts too!
Father, i want to thank you for Meiyin and Charlotte in my life. I think tis a grace and a gift from you. I always thot tt i can nv make good frens in uni but i did and tis amazing since i dun stay in hall and i dun have a class...haha...great arrangement and tis even better when meiyin is a non christian and char a christian. From the both of them and their presence in my life, i learnt to be more careful and responsible for my words...tis like changing for the better...raised consciousness i guess..haha =P
Now tis assignment period, tis getting stressful again but i feel so much closer to you..tis like u are with me and going through all these with me and i am touched....God u have touched me with all the little things that u have done for me in my life and i think i'm getting head over heels in love with you..gee!Thank you Father, thank you for the joy that u have given me...everything bestowed on me...i really appreciate it.
U noe, Danny is getting really stressed up these days and i think he is going to have this major blow up if things dun get better. I wonder how people managed to stay as a teacher with drive and passion all their lives...sure will have hormonal imbalance man! Father, i pray that u will guard his heart and his loving and gentle nature that he may nv stray away but be constantly renewed in you..Yesterday he asked me why i wanted to be a social worker and wouldn't it be tough to have to handle all the cases at work and will i malfunction at home...i guess i nv really thought about this question...God, i have many dreams, i ever thought of becoming a missionary for you, a pastor for you, a youth worker in church for you, a social worker for you, a teacher for you....when i was still with XXX, i knew that his workload was heavy and he won't be very free to spend time with me...at tt time i thot i can be a youth worker for u because time allows it but now i have to reconsider. Utimately at the end of it all, i realised that i have only wanted to be a good wife to whoever i marry next time. If i marry a busy man, i can spend more time on my job but if i marry a teacher and work ends at 6 for him then i have to find a job that will allow me to spend time my evening with him...conclusively tis actually all about whom i marry. Father u called us to alot of roles in life and i feel called to being a good wife..and i guess i value family more than any other things..tis your basic unit of life..if i can't live out a good life before them, i dun think be a good leader or worker to any others out there. Sometimes i think i am weird...like a little small woman whose only inspiration is to be a good child of yours and a good wife and to fulfill all the other roles etc..i mean nowadays a lot of women cherishes career and stuff...oh well, Father, i guess u make all of us different and UNIQUE...so i reckon i am unique...haha..silly me..
Father, i can go on typing and typing and chatting with you like that but i think i must go and read my conflict management stuff....yucks!!!!!!! i dun wan...k i will do it ok...i will be your obedient daugther and soldier etc. etc. Lord, may your name be blessed!!! gee..
I pray all this in the name of Jesus, My most beloved Brother. Amen!
Tis been a long time since i last typed to you...i've got so much to typed out coz so many things happened in my life and i reflected on so many things...i kinda miss typing to you...when man communicate, we use the phone,msn and we tok face to face, now we even have skype....but when i tok to you, i can only write and pray...oh oh! i can think my thoughts to communicate to u too, something that we can't do around humans...but i am kinda thrilled over the fact tt i can type to you too...gee...only prob is that this blog is public...more like toking to you before a group of people so i oso must be aware of all the words that i use...but luckily i can draft all the upsetting thoughts too!
Father, i want to thank you for Meiyin and Charlotte in my life. I think tis a grace and a gift from you. I always thot tt i can nv make good frens in uni but i did and tis amazing since i dun stay in hall and i dun have a class...haha...great arrangement and tis even better when meiyin is a non christian and char a christian. From the both of them and their presence in my life, i learnt to be more careful and responsible for my words...tis like changing for the better...raised consciousness i guess..haha =P
Now tis assignment period, tis getting stressful again but i feel so much closer to you..tis like u are with me and going through all these with me and i am touched....God u have touched me with all the little things that u have done for me in my life and i think i'm getting head over heels in love with you..gee!Thank you Father, thank you for the joy that u have given me...everything bestowed on me...i really appreciate it.
U noe, Danny is getting really stressed up these days and i think he is going to have this major blow up if things dun get better. I wonder how people managed to stay as a teacher with drive and passion all their lives...sure will have hormonal imbalance man! Father, i pray that u will guard his heart and his loving and gentle nature that he may nv stray away but be constantly renewed in you..Yesterday he asked me why i wanted to be a social worker and wouldn't it be tough to have to handle all the cases at work and will i malfunction at home...i guess i nv really thought about this question...God, i have many dreams, i ever thought of becoming a missionary for you, a pastor for you, a youth worker in church for you, a social worker for you, a teacher for you....when i was still with XXX, i knew that his workload was heavy and he won't be very free to spend time with me...at tt time i thot i can be a youth worker for u because time allows it but now i have to reconsider. Utimately at the end of it all, i realised that i have only wanted to be a good wife to whoever i marry next time. If i marry a busy man, i can spend more time on my job but if i marry a teacher and work ends at 6 for him then i have to find a job that will allow me to spend time my evening with him...conclusively tis actually all about whom i marry. Father u called us to alot of roles in life and i feel called to being a good wife..and i guess i value family more than any other things..tis your basic unit of life..if i can't live out a good life before them, i dun think be a good leader or worker to any others out there. Sometimes i think i am weird...like a little small woman whose only inspiration is to be a good child of yours and a good wife and to fulfill all the other roles etc..i mean nowadays a lot of women cherishes career and stuff...oh well, Father, i guess u make all of us different and UNIQUE...so i reckon i am unique...haha..silly me..
Father, i can go on typing and typing and chatting with you like that but i think i must go and read my conflict management stuff....yucks!!!!!!! i dun wan...k i will do it ok...i will be your obedient daugther and soldier etc. etc. Lord, may your name be blessed!!! gee..
I pray all this in the name of Jesus, My most beloved Brother. Amen!
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